I'm so exhausted from this week and all I've done. It's been rough. I mean, roughest of the rough. I had screaming babies, spit up on every single outfit, jobs rejecting me again and again, mother nature knocking, and my hormones driving me up the way. I feel like I'm fighting against a wall of fire. It's moments like these that I want to wave up to the sky and say, "Hey, big boss up there. Whatcha doing? Do I get a break anytime soon?" Seriously. One thing after another! I mean I just called up my friend and almost had another breakdown. I've had 5 mini-almost ones and 1 giant one. I don't need to do this again. I just want to sleep for the rest of the day, but I do have things to do. I have jobs to apply for, rooms to clean, bills to pay, the works. I should probably fit in some "me" time, but it's not easy. I'll afford it once I can pay off one of my student loans. Alright, I'm off to try and succeed in life. Here's to holding on hope!
~E. M. Peterson
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